today i saw her picture and name in my friend suggestions on facebook. we have no mutual friends or networks. i don’t understand. she still makes my brain hate my heart.
I have nice eyes. I am not an unattractive girl. I have a great personality. I make people laugh, I’m fun to be around. People can trust me, I’ve been told I’m a great friend. I love everyone and have no enemies. I was prom queen in high school. I’m in college and I’m going to be a teacher. I have made my parents very proud. They love me. But I’m fat (like literally. I’m 5’4” and 255 pounds but I don’t care I love who I am!!) I want to find love. I want someone to love me for who I am, like I have learned to love myself. I’m always the friend and never the girlfriend..I don’t want to die alone.








